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Contorted Anguish. From
ben_worrdern
in Contorted Anguish
(373 days old)
I love her. And after memories fade I want there to be some reminder. She has occupied such a central and fundamental part of my life, and has given me things that will never be replaced. She matter… more
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Contorted Anguish From
ben_worrdern
in Contorted Anguish
(786 days old)
I am tired. My eyes are aching and my emotions low. I’m unsure if this has gone too far. I no longer know if she should be having this experience. Her happiness seems transient and if something or so… more
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From
ben_worrdern
in Contorted Anguish
(1144 days old)
You must learn. You must remember. Perpetual motion, thus far, is mythical. Situations cannot continue indefinitely. Remain resolute, and do not always assume the worst.… more
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From
ben_worrdern
in Contorted Anguish
(1342 days old)
“Schadenrelief is a word I coined myself. (Somebody had to.) Schadenrelief is a slightly less sinister version of schadenfreude. Schadenrelief is the selfish relief you feel in reaction to someone els… more
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From
ben_worrdern
in Contorted Anguish
(1353 days old)
Reflective practice. One sentence; lyrics, a wealth of time, served with a scoop of recurring inevitability. How many songs are left incomplete? A rough figure of expectation? Tears of blood, a per… more
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From
ben_worrdern
in Contorted Anguish
(1419 days old)
Something’s new but nothing’s changed.… more
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From
ben_worrdern
in Contorted Anguish
(1516 days old)
"The joy of life and its affairs of happiness digress into a pain of lost height. So, in all happiness there is sadness. That of a depressed state of losing, a time which no enjoyment can fervour the … more
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From
ben_worrdern
in Contorted Anguish
(1555 days old)
This is compelling. For a while, I believed writing may have been a little unnecessary - returning to my original opinion of literary voyeurism, maybe even prostitution. That I was perhaps deluding my… more
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From
ben_worrdern
in Contorted Anguish
(1568 days old)
I officially despise Google. It's indexed my blog. A little stupid to think these entries wouldn't be indexed somewhere, but I would have liked my thoughts to remain anonymous. As I'm sure would a… more
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From
ben_worrdern
in Contorted Anguish
(1570 days old)
12 hours. Two posts. Is it possible to be a born-again blogger? I’ve never kept a journal. I’ve never wanted to. Re-reading my thoughts at a point in the future would be far from cathartic. The reali… more
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From
ben_worrdern
in Contorted Anguish
(1571 days old)
A fitting title, for more reasons than one. I never would have thought I would do this. I always thought blogging was pointless. A product of the internet overtaking handwritten journals, in an act… more
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